I AM SAD

I hate this !!! I hate being a puppet! hav to listen to instructions. i dun feel gd. i dun like being instructed just like when im a student. i wanna drive on my own and tht's the main purpose of me getting a driving license isn't it? If i were to be instruct by ppl, y not i jus be a student for the rest of my life. im not angry when u correct me as im a newbie. BUT u are jus so against me. whatever i do is wrong. y cant i do it my way? hello! i've passed my driving test and im a qualified driver. i can drive on my own. why are u so unhappy abt the way i drive. y mus u pin point me now and then. I TELL U THIS! Even my own driving instructors dun pin point me as much as u do. and im telling the truth. i noe u point out all those mistakes are for my own good. but it's obvious enuff tht u dun hav confident in me that i can get a gd control of the car and u dun hav faith in me that i can do it. u`re jus afraid. Things that you point out were also mistakes that u made in the past ya? i noe u`re an experience driver. im also learning to be a gd driver. i noe my mistakes and i know that those mistakes hav to be changed. But why in yr eyes it seems like there are soo many mistake im making and there are so many things that i have to change? Does it means that those ppl who jus gt their license with no passenger on their car sucks? NO!! ppl are qualified drivers too ! I noe wadever u say are for my good. But i dun like it. i rather die in a car accident. have myself crush in the car. as long as im responsible for myself. i dun care. I HATE THIS FEELING!!!! I HATE THE FEELING THAT FOREVER WHEN I DRIVE, I'LL GET PIN POINT AND END UP ARGUING WITH YOU AND GET UNHAPPY.