Two more days to my birthday

It has been a long time since i've blog. Duno if there's anyone who visited my blog, but i've change the blogskin. hehs. Hope ppl who visit my blog find it nice. I guess dylan dearest will nv. haha. cos he doesn't likes girly stuff. Well, it doesnt matter bcos this blog is for me and i like it anyway. haha.

Life is great for the past one month bcos it's sch holiday!! yeah. something which most of us long for every semester? haha. Got my results~ I've gt A+ for my Stats, B+ for my Biz com & B for my Accounting. Isn't this great? hehes. well, it may not be a very impressive result but im quite satisfied with it yea (:

Sch is gonna start in few days time. . in all, i can said that i had a fruitful holiday in term of . . . i 've met up with ai, mel, sharnon, sebas and peeps. They are the ones who i've not meet up for ages~

Hehs, going to bugis later. waiting for my dearest to wake up =.=' Hopefully he wakes up soon. Two more days to my birthday. . . and im awaiting. . haha!

I AM SAD

I hate this !!! I hate being a puppet! hav to listen to instructions. i dun feel gd. i dun like being instructed just like when im a student. i wanna drive on my own and tht's the main purpose of me getting a driving license isn't it? If i were to be instruct by ppl, y not i jus be a student for the rest of my life. im not angry when u correct me as im a newbie. BUT u are jus so against me. whatever i do is wrong. y cant i do it my way? hello! i've passed my driving test and im a qualified driver. i can drive on my own. why are u so unhappy abt the way i drive. y mus u pin point me now and then. I TELL U THIS! Even my own driving instructors dun pin point me as much as u do. and im telling the truth. i noe u point out all those mistakes are for my own good. but it's obvious enuff tht u dun hav confident in me that i can get a gd control of the car and u dun hav faith in me that i can do it. u`re jus afraid. Things that you point out were also mistakes that u made in the past ya? i noe u`re an experience driver. im also learning to be a gd driver. i noe my mistakes and i know that those mistakes hav to be changed. But why in yr eyes it seems like there are soo many mistake im making and there are so many things that i have to change? Does it means that those ppl who jus gt their license with no passenger on their car sucks? NO!! ppl are qualified drivers too ! I noe wadever u say are for my good. But i dun like it. i rather die in a car accident. have myself crush in the car. as long as im responsible for myself. i dun care. I HATE THIS FEELING!!!! I HATE THE FEELING THAT FOREVER WHEN I DRIVE, I'LL GET PIN POINT AND END UP ARGUING WITH YOU AND GET UNHAPPY.

Good Morning to my favorite SUNDAY. hmms, shall i say this is my first post? ya, indeed this is my 1st post in blogspot. ANGELINE has been asking me, why didn't you post anything in ya blog? u forgotten yr username and password? I said no. whenever i came in to do a posting, i duno where to start from. It's so blank in my mind, esp recently i guess. Real busy with projects and handling my emotions. Anw, i've gt an EXCELLENT for my Business Statistics CA1. im really happy as i've not gotten an excellent for soo many years? Cheers for me and my babe (he has gt an excellent too!) wink*



Well, everything don't seems right recently. 1st, I lost my hp. . 2nd, i lost my dive card. . 3rd, i lost my emotions. . but luckily, i did not lose my 'love'. hmms, shall i call that the 'lucky' in the 'suay' ? LOL. Sometimes life/things are just beyond our control. Maybe u don't wan it this way, but it jus happen to be this way. When u wan it that way, no matter how hard u try, it jus doesn't goes right. Well, people say things can be control by yourself if you have the determination to do it. but losing of my hp, divecard and emotions are not what i wanted. Maybe i can try to prevent my hp from losing if im more careful? but dive card is not within my control as i've not even seen it in my own eyes? haha. but it's okie. at least the replacement fees doesnt cost as much as a hp.



How about my emotions? sigh* tht's something that i hate the most when it goes out of my control. i'll be living in misery if this happen. I believe, not only to me, but also to people ard me, esp my close ones. ahhhh. . . sucks for this! u know in the deepest of my heart, i want everyone ard me to be happy. My mummy, dad, sis, friends and of cos my dearest and his family. But like wad i've said, sometime things are really beyond my control. i always wanted HIM to be happy. u know that is really my wish. i dun wanna see him suffer. i dun wan to bring any misery into his life. but i think. . i did it. opps* tht was soo 无奈 !



Things just dun turn out to be soo right, but IT"S OKIE. i'll work hard for it ya. i noe u've suffer alot. i understand. it hurts to see u like that. i wan to bring u happy moment. i can't promise how long it will take, but i will really work hard for it. Anw, thks for the effort that you've put in all this while, it's my turn now! Oya* and i do enjoy the ride yest night. it was fun thou i was a lil scared. hard on u ya! and ILOVE U! haha. Peeps, im going for my Traffic Police Test in 3 days time! wish me good luck ya =D