Good Morning to my favorite SUNDAY. hmms, shall i say this is my first post? ya, indeed this is my 1st post in blogspot. ANGELINE has been asking me, why didn't you post anything in ya blog? u forgotten yr username and password? I said no. whenever i came in to do a posting, i duno where to start from. It's so blank in my mind, esp recently i guess. Real busy with projects and handling my emotions. Anw, i've gt an EXCELLENT for my Business Statistics CA1. im really happy as i've not gotten an excellent for soo many years? Cheers for me and my babe (he has gt an excellent too!) wink*
Well, everything don't seems right recently. 1st, I lost my hp. . 2nd, i lost my dive card. . 3rd, i lost my emotions. . but luckily, i did not lose my 'love'. hmms, shall i call that the 'lucky' in the 'suay' ? LOL. Sometimes life/things are just beyond our control. Maybe u don't wan it this way, but it jus happen to be this way. When u wan it that way, no matter how hard u try, it jus doesn't goes right. Well, people say things can be control by yourself if you have the determination to do it. but losing of my hp, divecard and emotions are not what i wanted. Maybe i can try to prevent my hp from losing if im more careful? but dive card is not within my control as i've not even seen it in my own eyes? haha. but it's okie. at least the replacement fees doesnt cost as much as a hp.
How about my emotions? sigh* tht's something that i hate the most when it goes out of my control. i'll be living in misery if this happen. I believe, not only to me, but also to people ard me, esp my close ones. ahhhh. . . sucks for this! u know in the deepest of my heart, i want everyone ard me to be happy. My mummy, dad, sis, friends and of cos my dearest and his family. But like wad i've said, sometime things are really beyond my control. i always wanted HIM to be happy. u know that is really my wish. i dun wanna see him suffer. i dun wan to bring any misery into his life. but i think. . i did it. opps* tht was soo 无奈 !
Things just dun turn out to be soo right, but IT"S OKIE. i'll work hard for it ya. i noe u've suffer alot. i understand. it hurts to see u like that. i wan to bring u happy moment. i can't promise how long it will take, but i will really work hard for it. Anw, thks for the effort that you've put in all this while, it's my turn now! Oya* and i do enjoy the ride yest night. it was fun thou i was a lil scared. hard on u ya! and ILOVE U! haha. Peeps, im going for my Traffic Police Test in 3 days time! wish me good luck ya =D
